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Angriness or Disappointed?
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 7:40 PM
Went to tm with godmother &cousins. bought one 3/4 pants from mango. in love with one of the fox's clothing. but it cost for 46$. i dont have money at that point of time. so you guys must be thinking, why didnt ask from your godmother? I did. I asked 2-3 times. but the answer was a NO. I know.. perhaps i'm not her flesh and blood daughter. Then she said she'll pay me back my mango pants money. Wth. My mango pants and fox clothing is just 7 dollars difference. I said that to her. but of course, she still didnt give me the money to buy the clothing. &know what? Her sons bought like 100+ jeans &40+ clothing. She spend so much money on them. I just need that 46$. Why cant she just give me. I can always pay her back when i'm back home. It's of no use anymore. angriness &disappointment in me. At that point of time, i just felt like walking off &go home straight. She keep telling me saying that her small son didnt buy clothing that's why she cannot buy for me also. BULLSHIT! At the end, she bought plenty of clothings for all her son including her small son. Super angry. disappointed because they keep saying i'm their daughter. but still, they dont treat me like one.): What for working hard so much? No one even know my efforts in it. Who even know when everyone's asleep in their lala land, i'm still awake just to study. Damn~ I'm so disappointed in my family. I thought my family gave me the most warmth, love, care. But they'd PROVED me WRONG. Thank them for letting me see their true colours. I swear to work even harder &move out of this darned house!
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